.....vaadatha malar.....

oru nizhalaai koottai ni undaakumenno thiyathendhinu ni

pakal kinavin adimayaakkan maathramo ee vikruthi.

panji megham pozhicha velli muthukal

chumbichu namme korthucvechathendhinennariyathe

nin chaare anayuvan vembunnu njaninnum.

kshanikami viraham ennaashikkuvaan maathram

dharidhramo nin pranayam endhennirikkilum.

alasamaai vanna vasandham thanna vaadatha

malaranenikku ni ..... swarga vishudhi alinjozhukum

ninne oorthu njan kaathirikkum........ athennum.

i swear..... i'm sorry!

May be its hard to say sorry

But i hate the bitterness we stubbornly keep.

For every single tear that fell from your heart,

The darkness within me is trying to show that i'm sorry.

My heart is wrenching ,longing to release from this pain,

In quiteness i believe, but its too hard to hide,

the storm, clouds rise and thunders roll within me.

My throat gets compressed ,as i try to swallow my sin.

For teaching the hardest lessons of love

Without any delay, i regret, I'm sorry.

Tell me...What should I call you?

Can i call you 'friend'?
I know you will be happy!

for the memories we have written together

And for the shoulder you shared.

Can i call you 'love'?

I know you will be surprise!

For holding ma hands in my darkest hours

And for replacing the empty feeling.

Can i call you 'angel'?

I know you will wonder!

For spreading your wings around me

And for the tears you wiped.

Can i call you 'babe'?

I know you will gaze!

For cluching to me like a kid

And for the way you sleep listening to ma lullaby.

Can i call you 'hubby'?

I know you will smile!

For the warmth you gave me

And for the salvation of your touch.

Hey! i'm asking to you

So tell me "what should I call you dear?"

pencil art- dedicated to ma FrIEnDs

GoodBye dear,

Your sorry cant heal my wounds,

Leaving you is critical for me.

I'm tired of listening to your lies

Let me take final breath

And plunge into the darkness.

I wont push the cold razor blades over me,

for the wound you have given is much more deeper

I'm tired of waiting for you

So I’ll sleep
And never wake but dream of you.

Your heart is so crowded that there is no space for me

Losing you splits me into two

There is nothing left but pain in life

So I'll hide in darkness

And i'm walking away from you saying goodbye!.

Donts!

Dont put your heart in danger,

loving a stranger.

Dont dwell on the thoughts left,

for the heart theft.

Dont let you know the humiliation,

failing in suicides.

Dont crash down your nerves,

for the untold love.

Dont get drowned in blue,

searching red heart.

Dont turn your smile to frown

bound by blood.

y bcoz

i did... and it hurts.

Anubhoothi!

ende hridhayathil oru koodukootti
en shwasam ninakku pankuvechu
raavam pakalum koottai
madhiyavolam sneham oootti
hrithayathin thalam thaaraattai
konchichu ninne chaayurakki
aarum kaanathe
aarkkum nalkaathe
oru kunnnikuru ennapole
snehathil pothinju
njan sookshikkum